kittykatz55

The Holy Day. Halleluiah. Saw Japan trip pictures today. Tore me apart. Tore the house apart looking for carbon monoxide to tear my brain apart. I wish that Death would come so easily. I deserve not being able to go. After five years of yearning, wanting, learning.... So badly. I used to think that if you wanted something bad enough, it would come to you. That is obviously a lie. Optimism is a joke for the mentally unstable. It is possible for the strong willed and brave-hearted. I let myself go. I let my brain go. I let my heart go. I let my dad go. To waste. To hell. A deeper hell. Addiction. Dead. I am now twenty pounds. It's square one.

"Everyone's gonna die. It's a natural part of life. But if life has no purpose, if you're dead already." ~Kiba,  Wolf's Rain Life isn't about finding yourself. It's about creating yourself. I know I basically don't use this account. In short, things are not going very well for me right now. I don't think anyone is paying attention. But, if there's anyone out there who is reading this... let me know if you still want me to put my writing up. Or anything. If it matters.

I sure hope by now all of you have deleted me from your list and/or friend-ed my other account: (the actually good one,) ~flowerplz (https://www.deviantart.com/flowerplz)  :iconflowerplz: If not.... please do? I promise you won't be disappointed. :iconsadfaceplz: Thank you kindly! ;)